Friday, July 17, 2009

These are the moments, arent they?

Arent these moments, the summers and falls and outfits and parties and concerts, the ones we will all remember? Or will they fade to memory and become harder to remember who we were with, what we were doing, or even what happened? Im not sure if Im just babbling or if Im making some sense. But.... I hope that I will remember everything about this summer and my life when I was young and happy and carefree. When I believed I could make an impact on the world. Who knows how long I'll feel this way? Hopefully my entire life, but dreams fade and sometimes, we forget. I think I will always be a kid at heart. I'd like to be, at least. To know the world isn't all bad. Is that how little kids think? I sure hope so.

There is this line in a song that says "What doesn't kill us makes us who we are" and I thought it was really good. Go listen to Motion City Sountrack! But isn't it true..? If you survive, you gain that. and you may try again, or never again, either way. It affected you more than you might realize. Once I fell off my bike really hard. But I got back on the bike, and I still take bike rides. But I am afraid of ditches on the side of the road and get really apprehensive when we have to bike on the road and there's a ditch on the side. But it didnt kill me! Right?


Also.... I know of a house. It's broken down and damaged and left alone. Sometimes I just want to cry for this house. Break down into tears and cry. Have you ever wanted to cry for the world? Think. Somewhere, someone is dieing; someone is having their heart broken; someone is falling in love; someone is getting hurt; a million tears are being cried; too many laughs to count; someone somewhere is being abused; someone is being raped; someone is losing someone. I dont mean to be a downer. But I think sometimes we get wrapped up in our own problems and we need to take the time to think about the world as a whole.

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