Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Day two-- crush

Dear Crush,

Do you even exsist? Because I'm not sure who you are. You could be the cute guy from the theme park, the guy i wish was still here, of maybe even the one that is still here, but I'm too afraid of ruining things with.

Don't take it personally if I won't date you? Because friends are more important to me than any relationship that isnt going to go anywhere and then you break up and never talk again, and if you do its the standard convo where you can't really say anything for fear that you'll say the wrong thing and be back at the stage of 'oh yeah, thats why we broke up'. So I'm really not too good with crushes, or anyone for that matter.

Also, I hate you all, as much as I adore you. I really despise that you can actually make me have a crush? Because I'm not really a person that thinks I'll ever fall in love, and I don't want to set myself (and you) up for disaster. Guys are really stupid, and I can't stand when I like you, and you like me, because then any chance of a deep conversation about anything worthwhile goes out the window because then you'll read into it too much and I'll get frustrated. So that's my reasoning.

sorry to you all potential crushes.

Love always,
Emma

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