Time

Peacock. That's right, peacock. I'm painting one on my wall, pictures up as soon as i can think of it. And, when it's done. Tee hee.

Monday, again. I wish i could speed forward time to homecoming and then to NeverShoutNever! Gosh, how fast time is passing. the leaves on the trees are changing colour, the chill has set in, the comforter on my bed has shown itself, the air smells like that strange blend of fall, rain, and winter. Christmas shopping? Nine weeks exams? Finals? What is all of this? Can I slow it down? Make more memories, because I love it so much. I can't imagine growing old, can you? Because I'm 14, and I can't even picture being 17 or 18. Not even close. And, somehow, I don't want to be. Not yet. These are the years that I can be crazy and find out just who I am.

I wrote a poem, but i can't find it! oh, no! maybe i'll post it later. Au revoir!