So, today is my shit day of the week. I just want to cry and go to bed. Really. Not because of homework, per se. or stress. I had a pretty laid back day, and I'm trying to not worry about things I can't change (like that math test, and that ONE question on the bio test I forgot to answer...)
So, it was really cold today. Go figure. It's winter, it's Indy. But, today, during fifth period, I was chilling, taking a test, and the fire alarm goes off. I'm wearing a tshirt and a skirt, no leggings. Yes, I'm stupid. Whatever. We stood outside for ten minutes, freezing. It was awful.
So, I stayed after school, originally for orchestra, because the Issma solo and ensemble contest is this saturday. But one of the trio was sick, so rehearsal was canceled. And then I said to myself, Quizbowl! I'll go. But that was canceled, too. So there I was, after school, doing nothing. I got to work on my hand, but whatever.
So, eventually, I find out that Issma is off, Evan is deathly ill, and won't be able to play with us Saturday. I was really really upset. I mean, it was my last year in orchestra, i was in group 1 (the highest group, and i'm a freshman, plus if we got gold, I'd go on to state). I worked so hard for it, and we don't even get to go. I don't even want to get up and 'support' my other friends, because I think I might cry. It's really not that big of a deal, but today it seems like it is. I mean, I wanted to go out with a bang, you know? It was supposed to be great, and fun, and all that. But... I can't even try to make it awesome. Its just awful.
The only good part of today was getting your letter. It made me smile for a long time :).
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