I dont hate you
i'm not mad at you
"tu me fache" doesnt mean "i'm mad at you"
it means "you make me mad"
they're different.
tu m'inquiete.
Je veux le meilleur pour toi,
est-ce que tu vois ca?
I forgive you, but not for putting him first,
always. I forgive you because
I think you'll have my back.
Can't you see that this is my way of having yours?
Sorry if I'm unclear
but my water is foggy.

Its finally summer. Ain't it grand? But also, it's the first day of summer and im already like... huh. What am I going to do all summer? If i were leaving,
going somewhere spectacular and new, I'd have no problems finding things to do. But im stuck here, in more ways than one. I don't know. Maybe it's a phase. I told someone I wanted to explore the world once, and they told me "I did too, when I was twelve. but I've grown up" if that's growing up, I never want to. I want to keep my dreams and fly away with them. I want everything I've dreamed about, and I want to keep the things I've wanted. I'm not young or stupid. Or maybe I am, but it doesnt feel like it, and that's good enough for me. maybe I'll get more realistic, but I'd rather live a fantasy than try to be practical. I want to travel, and I think I'll just... be a flight attendant. Yeah! that's perfect.
I'm rambling...
C'est ete! Summer! Je vais bien m'amuser