I have this problem. I hang on to the past, instead of moving forward to the future. I've been having flashbacks of things in the past, all stemming from Bamboozle Roadshow, which has turned out to be a major turning point in my life. My first concert, I turned 14, I met my first real boyfriend, Started to not listen as much to my parents, and pretty much things have gone from there. But, is hanging on to the past a bad thing?
Sometimes, yes. Because if I can't let go, and everyone else can, I'm left behind, likely hurt. Because if I can't let go, I'll never get over things. Simple as that. I look back and wish I would've done things differently, and if things wouldnt have turned out how they have. Sometimes I wonder how life would be if.... (fill in event here)
Even small events make a big difference.
But I want to let go. Maybe I should start by being honest with myself and with other people. Just release pent up feeling, and then I'll be ready to start looking for the future :)
More later, i guarantee.
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